I'm really upset over the fact that I'm younger than my close friends. They're all 18 and 19 and then there's me. Just a kid. I can't make or do anything for myself, I can't go places with them. I can't even go to college with them because my dad won't let me until I turn 18. I'm just really sad because I feel so helpless. I can't do anything about it. I feel so shitty. And It doesn't help that I already have thoughts like "oh my god they must hate me" because I'm scared that they are only being my friends because they feel sorry for me. I wish I wasn't just some kid. I'm an awkward loser child.
Being 17 is such shit.